Starting Somewhere

I have started so many blogs in my life.  Some I kept going for a few years, others a few months, while others a few days.  Some I let go on purpose, while others I forgot the password and that was that.

I find that I am needing the outlet again since I am having trouble talking to people.  I have trouble spouting everything to my sponsor, I have one accountability partner that I spew a lot of things to, and I have several friends that I could talk to if needed.  

Tonight, however, I don't feel that contacting any of them would benefit me.  My accountability partner is in a rough place today and I need to respect that.  

The problem is I have stuff on my mind and I usually go to her.  Tonight I can't.

Sigh.